14,000 pageviews

but what to show of it? apart from a portfolio and a camera?

thanks anyway (to anyone who still follows me)

my boy, and a party i forgot happened (weeks ago now)

the view from my university flat, cleaning my piggy, and a note from beth, a new friend

(she forgot the 'u')

I wish photography could have been my thing. I could have travelled and done the thing I love most. now my camera just sits by the window getting dusty. I don't like taking anymore pictures because it's like the pictures hate me, what's the point. trying, and getting slandered from people who aren't even jealous, they just hate you and your shit photography. there is no point anymore. so I will do my 3 years at university and forget the promise I made 5 years ago
I don't want to follow my dreams for a dead person anymore, not when it just causes me grief